distressed

admittedly, i have been desperate to find a way to make (and more importantly WANT TO make) working out a priority again.  somehow, over the last few months, exercise and working out took a backseat to doing things like cooking and cleaning.  i mean, really?!  who WANTS to cook and clean?

i have completely reverted back to my old ways, and i find myself a bit distraught about it.  i'm not sure how to enjoy working out again and get back to my somewhat fit body.  the last 8 days have been a food-fest--unfortunately--although it all did taste good at the time.  perhaps i should just start working out regardless of my opinion of it (JUST DO IT...????) and maybe, just maybe, i will remember the appeal and will be motivated again to continue.  it doesn't help that my gym is changing ownership, and i don't know if i will like the new management.  i was quite happy with my gym and its instructors, so i may be using that money i pay in membership dues towards gas to drive to & from tae kwon do/kickboxing.

lackadaisical

it's sad to admit, but the motivation is scarce these days.  i think about working out, but it usually just remains a thought.  all things i loved about it are no longer a motivation for me.  i'm not sure why that is, but i seem to have lost motivation to go to class or anything.  perhaps i should try different classes at the gym since they've introduced new things.  maybe that will help.